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Saṁyutta Nikāya — The Linked Discourses

Vol 1:
Verses
SN1-11
Vol 2:
Causation
SN12-21
Vol 3:
Aggregates
SN22-34
Vol 4:
Sense Bases
SN35-44
Vol 5:
Great Book
SN45-56

5. Bhikkhunīsaṁyutta: With Nuns

I. Nuns — SN5.3: With Kisāgotamī

1At Sāvatthī.

Then the nun Kisāgotamī robed up in the morning and, taking her bowl and robe, entered Sāvatthī for alms. She wandered for alms in Sāvatthī. After the meal, on her return from alms-round, she went to the Dark Forest, plunged deep into it, and sat at the root of a tree for the day’s meditation.

Then Māra the Wicked, wanting to make the nun Kisāgotamī feel fear, terror, and goosebumps, wanting to make her fall away from immersion, went up to her and addressed her in verse:

2“Why do you sit alone and cry
as if your children have died?
You’ve come to the woods all alone —
you must be looking for a man!”

3Then the nun Kisāgotamī thought: “Who’s speaking this verse, a human or a non-human?”

Then she thought: “This is Māra the Wicked, wanting to make me feel fear, terror, and goosebumps, wanting to make me fall away from immersion!”

4Then Kisāgotamī, knowing that this was Māra the Wicked, replied to him in verse:

5“I’ve got over the death of children,
and I’m finished with men.
I don’t grieve or lament,
and I’m not afraid of you, sir!

6Relishing is destroyed in every respect,
and the mass of darkness is shattered.
I’ve defeated the army of death,
and live without defilements.”

7Then Māra the Wicked, thinking: “The nun Kisāgotamī knows me!” miserable and sad, vanished right there.

1Sāvatthinidānaṁ.

Atha kho kisāgotamī bhikkhunī pubbaṇhasamayaṁ nivāsetvā pattacīvaramādāya sāvatthiṁ piṇḍāya pāvisi. Sāvatthiyaṁ piṇḍāya caritvā pacchābhattaṁ piṇḍapātapaṭikkantā yena andhavanaṁ tenupasaṅkami, upasaṅkamitvā divāvihārāya. Andhavanaṁ ajjhogāhetvā aññatarasmiṁ rukkhamūle divāvihāraṁ nisīdi.

Atha kho māro pāpimā kisāgotamiyā bhikkhuniyā bhayaṁ chambhitattaṁ lomahaṁsaṁ uppādetukāmo samādhimhā cāvetukāmo yena kisāgotamī bhikkhunī tenupasaṅkami; upasaṅkamitvā kisāgotamiṁ bhikkhuniṁ gāthāya ajjhabhāsi: 

2"Kiṁ nu tvaṁ mataputtāva,
ekamāsi rudammukhī;
Vanamajjhagatā ekā,
purisaṁ nu gavesasī"ti.

3Atha kho kisāgotamiyā bhikkhuniyā etadahosi: "ko nu khvāyaṁ manusso vā amanusso vā gāthaṁ bhāsatī"ti?

Atha kho kisāgotamiyā bhikkhuniyā etadahosi: "māro kho ayaṁ pāpimā mama bhayaṁ chambhitattaṁ lomahaṁsaṁ uppādetukāmo samādhimhā cāvetukāmo gāthaṁ bhāsatī"ti.

4Atha kho kisāgotamī bhikkhunī "māro ayaṁ pāpimā" iti viditvā māraṁ pāpimantaṁ gāthāhi paccabhāsi: 

5"Accantaṁ mataputtāmhi,
purisā etadantikā;
Na socāmi na rodāmi,
na taṁ bhāyāmi āvuso.

6Sabbattha vihatā nandī,
tamokkhandho padālito;
Jetvāna maccuno senaṁ,
viharāmi anāsavā"ti.

7Atha kho māro pāpimā "jānāti maṁ kisāgotamī bhikkhunī"ti dukkhī dummano tatthevantaradhāyīti.